Confessions of an emotional side nigga.

I fell in love with my best friend...now what the fuck do i do?

How does one even become best friends with a woman?
Easy...dont fuck her.

Easier said than done.

All my previous best friends have all been dudes...we still best friends cause i never wanted to fuck any of them.

But dude she has moved on...
she got a new man...
I know bro...i know...

You got three choices from what i can see...
A) use every trick in the book to get her back...all is fair in love and war...but if she has moved on and she has her reasons why...you could place BFF status in jeopardy...
where does she stand?...
idk...
dude...you gotta know...
she got a dude.

B) you accept your best friend and her new love interest and wish them well like any best friend would...setting your feelings aside for greater good.
Ughh dude...
i guess i can try...
there is no try only do...
but that kinda messes with me...
thats honest...
can you get past that...
idk dude idk.

C) you pull up your Elsa panties and let that shit go bro...
move on...
next bus is every 15 mins...
but not this bus tho...
yup not that bus...
that bus left long ago.

A B or C these are your options...
All three options various degrees...
high road, a middle road and a low road...

What do you want more?
Her as your best friend or her as your woman?
Why cant i have both?
Why you so greedy?
She got a man so she aint your woman.
So by default shes yo best friend...
be a best friend to her.

My head knows this...but my heart jumps in and overrides my thoughts sometimes...
yaah dude...
you better check that.

What kinda of best friend wishes and hopes his best friend's new love fucks shit up? Yaah your not even being a good friend then.

Man i fucked up...i let her slip thru my fingers...clearily my biggest regret to date.
You a day late and dollar short B...move on.

I am between a rock and hard place...i can set my feelings aside but i dont really want to...
if you dont check them you gonna lose it all

She has got a new man...
she is over you bro...
once they move on...
they never come back...
be happy with the time you have with her...
just be her best friend.

Weren't you the dummy to choose put yourself in Best Friend zone...
dont fuckin' remind me...

You will be alright...
everything will work itself out...

Love her, respect her, wish her well, be supportive...
Do what best friends do.

No more but if's...
Three choices...
three roads...
Choose one.

Do you know what scares me more...
than not finding someone new to love...
what scares me more...
is that i will...
and then our days maybe numbered...
that scares the living shit outta me.