I DID IT AGAIN

I guess am not as strong as I thought I was
I guess I wasn't ready to face it yet
I am not fully prepared to fight this war
I allowed the same flame burn me again

I fell to easy and fast for the trap I had
fallen into in the past
I completely lost myself while trying to
find a new me

I have gave out my complete trust quickly
I did not even try to find out if my heart
is in safe hands
And just like that I slipped and fell again
What is wrong with me ?

I know there is nobody that is born without
faults or imperfections
But must your imperfections overrule your
perfections
Stop telling me no one is perfect cause it's
becoming annoying

You knew I am soft at heart and forgives
easily and you took advantage of it
I have tried to change but I can't
I still remain that girl that overlooks
mistakes and forgives all

Why do I keep doing this?
I keep diving into this same pool
And guess what,I can't even swim
So I always sink to the bottom like a
stone.

But it's not my fault
I thought I already knew how to surf
But this wave is too strong and again
It hit me,I lost balance and fell into the sea
I did it again