Life has a meaning after all.

Life became as hard as a fibre at a point in my life, but i knew all along that it was not the end of the world. Taking my life was not an option.
At a point i thought my problems were financial until i borrowed all "borrowable" places and all borrowers got scared of my presence.

  I attempted a lot of "below belt" jobs but couldn't break even financially . My salary from my teaching job couldn't pay the fees of my kids in school. I resorted in extorting monies from my kid brothers ,who were well to do, to support my home. As faith may decide they became fed up with my incessant syphoning so they took of their shield . That was when i felt my emptiness . 
 I sat home one faithful day n cried to Jesus that if this is my destiny He should do something about it . Throughout my life i have been leaning on people but this time around i decided to be on the beg and call of Jesus Christ. And now things are beginning to fall in place just as i want to be.
 I have decided to live the rest of my life serving Christ Jesus. I don't care what i will eat or drink with my family , all i know is that " The Lord is my shepherd i shall not want....." Psalm 23.
This is just the beginning of my life with Christ Jesus.