Watching the world with glasses

Glasses, i dont like it, i dont wanna use it, its bother my face, kinda heavy or annoying. I've been playing games/PC for 10 years, and i didnt know anything about healthy for my eyes. and for that mistakes, i cant see the beautiful world, as an artist its so painful.

I cant see clearly anymore, the world i love, nature, the trees, the big cloud, etc. i want too see it again but i wont using the glasses, for 6 years i hold my self to not use glasses, and its terrible, i cant even see what my teacher write on the board. and finally for some reason i have to use glasses, and when i use it for 1 month, i felt so stupid, why i didnt use it before, i hate my self for that stupid choises. but now i use my glasses for good, i can see the world i love now, i feel so peaceful.