I Like your tags: "depression", "age", "feelings", "mental" :-)
I got my second depression when I got 60 last year. But they have good medication nowadays. Funny thing, one of my few friends has some similar issue as you, when we talk to each other, for some reason she looks in all directions. But I don't really care about it.
Ahh, thank you!
I look at depression as a lesson my body and mind are trying to teach me. Take your time to listen to it carefully and you will emerge stronger afterwards.