Countdown to Denver. T-Minus 18 hours

I'm actually getting scared of traveling for once. I never feel this way ever. I work in travel. I love to fly. I love to drive long distances. However not this time.

This "vacation" is for a second opinion for my crappy lungs. What are they going to find or say thats new? Over the last few weeks I've been feeling worse but still pushing myself hard at work. I'm physically feeling like shit. I can't do anything without losing my breath and wanting to cry. I need help and I'm going to Denver to get it.

Thank you for listening to me bitch. I'm still alive so I have that as a positive.