I think you are writing in a way that makes me read, all through, it's a lot of text, but I read it all.
Putting things into perspective is something we often forget in our sorrow and painful situation. There is so much into this and getting out of isolation, out in the sun:-) I have never been thinking serious about suicide, I have on the other hand been suffering from depression and anxiety. The main problem was that I did not go out or seek other people. I did not put it in a perspective, when I feel better I know how important that is. Meeting other people is much better than I thought:D
Lot of irrelevant text here, but the point is that what you are doing here is a great thing and I hope it will help someone out there, this is still so hard to talk about, which is sad. I think that a lot of the helping work might be done talking about it.