Dear Diary: I Use Music To Let Me Forget About My Condition And To Soothe Me As Well

I have a 400Gb data allocation for my Internet, it is basically a limitless use because I am the only the sole user of my connection. I will soon leave this unpaid until it disconnects and after which I will connect to my sister's Internet and pay her half of her bills for the Internet, it will then make us save some money so it is a good option for me to take.

My Internet gives me the freedom to listen to my favorite songs which calms me down and soothes my battered aching body. Right now I am just plagued with pains including rib pain. I know that it is caused by the imbalance of vitamin D, Calcium, and phosphorus in my body which causes my parathyroid to malfunction and go into hyper mode, in turn it makes my body ache.

It is just hard if you have some body weakness and aches all over, then you have to take an expensive medicine which also make you feel ill as a consequence and it doesn't even cure you completely. Then I would have to ask for a surgery then the doctor seems to not believe that I will survive the surgery.

Music Soothes Even The Savage Beast Like Me
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There is too much to think about my condition and to temporarily forget about it is to listen to my favorite song online. Sometimes I watch movies if there is a new one available for download. In that way I could enjoy some simple things while I am here on my bed because I can't even tolerate standing, sitting, and walking for a long time.

It makes me weary and tired that after doing such a rather a negligible activity still makes me suffer fatigue that is plaguing me for years. Lying down on my bed just softens the blow and I thank God for such a technology such as the Internet, the blockchain and the social media like steemit and of course the online music and videos that makes me forget this horrid and hard life even for a while.