Dear Diary: I Felt Much Better Now After Eating A Bit

My Mother Holding A Liter Of My Blackstrap Molasses

I just had forced myself to eat today but prior to that I had drunk a cup of blackstrap molasses with coffee that is incorporated in it just to give me a little boost of energy before I use the toilet and then I also had took my parathyroid medicine with that drink which I believe made me felt that sudden surge of weakness.

Now after eating a bit of rice and I mean a few teaspoons of cooked rice plus some canned luncheon meat and my energy drink it had made a difference and now I felt much better maybe because of the energy drink as it really is designed to stimulate the brain and body.

I am really sad that I do have an appetite problem because with only a shorter stay in this world I should be enjoying foods, even simple foods. But due to my parathyroid condition I must take a medicine for it and that causes me to lose appetite.

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I can only endure this situation because I have a normal hemoglobin levels but if I were to be an anemic patient I will never tolerate this kind of therapy that had made my life miserable.

But I am never losing hope with this kind of life that I have because maybe God will something in stored for me since he already had caused a miracle in my life like this state of not being anemic anymore. It is a hard life but I have to continue with it and be thankful with little good things that come by along the way.