The Real Happiness

I always sit wondering what ever happened to happiness? I mean the real 'walk around with a smile for no darn reason' type of happiness?

Right now we wait for things...situations...people, to be able to be reminded of happiness. Growing up I remember driving a half brick in the dirt, pretending it was a Santana (yes, those were our dream cars) was all I needed to gear my happiness... Now it's finances, relationships, hopes, dreams, wins that drive me towards happiness.

It's almost impossible to just wake up with a skip in my step for no known reason...

I miss you happiness.