Dear Diary: I Am Satiating My Food Cravings Just To Comfort Myself

My mother only prepared some rice gruel as breakfast with no meat in it as an ingredient or even chicken, just one boiled egg for each of us. I just ate the egg and had some coffee because I do not like a very simple rice gruel like that as II cannot really eat a tasteless rice gruel. A little later my mother re-cooked the rice gruel and added some chicken in it and that was the lunch and supposedly our dinner but I decided to ask her to buy some sweet ham for me to eat.

This sweet ham is tasty because it is sweet and is very tender. Sometimes I just crave for its taste so I would request my mother to buy me if I do want to eat it for my meal at any time since iit is readily available from the store near us. But sometimes I do not like it simply because I do not crave for it. This sweet ham is good for eating for those who want to have an added calorie for their diet because this kind of food is bursting with its natural accentuated meat flavor because of its sweetness.

I also had ordered some oysters today that I will going to eat tomorrow. Together with my order are also some rice cakes with lye which is a dense type of rice cake without leavening that is eaten with or without shaved coconuts. Two of the foods that i am craving for that I really want to satiate just to comfort my body.

My body is having a lot of issues already so I just want to lessen its misery so I decided to eat what I wanted because I figured out that food is the only thing right now that I can get some immediate comfort so that I would not feel much deprived even from the simple things in life because I just also wanted to live like everyone else is experiencing life that is close to a normal way.