If You Are Lucky Enough to NOT Understand Addiction, Then Good For You
I hope you never have to see someone you love disappear while standing right in front of you.
If you are lucky enough to NOT understand addiction, then good for you.
I hope you never have to see someone you love disappear while standing right in front of you.
I hope you never have to lie awake at night praying the phone doesn’t ring, yet hoping it does at the same time.
I hope you never have to listen to all the lies and then lie to your self that you believe them.
I hope you never question your own sanity from living in an addicts delusional world.
I hope you never know the feeling of doing everything you thought was right and still watching everything go wrong.
I hope you never have to live in constant fear of whats next.
I hope you never try to fix an addict.
I hope you never need to make funeral arrangements.
I hope you never love an addict.
I hope you never know what it means to live afraid of yourself.
To never trust yourself.
To fight a raging war inside your own mind every moment.
To feel unwanted and unworthy.
To need something that you know is destroying you and to do anything for it.
To sell your soul, your life and everything you ever had.
To end up broken and all alone.
To give away everything and everyone you had.
To have no answers.
To always question.
To be dead to all you friends and family.
To wake up dope sick.
To have no choice, yet have to choose to fight your battle.
I hope you never have to live as an addict.
To live the way I lived.
There is help! If you or someone you know is struggling with substance abuse and you need help please do not hesitate to ask me.
