Thank you for your very authentic and honest post!

You don’t have to excuse yourself.
I can understand that it takes a lot being extremely active on this platform on this Level.
It takes a lot of time and effort to create original high quality content and reply to the comments and so on.
One has to be careful not to burnout.
Sure it‘s a nice possibility to make money, but after all this is a social media platform.
And shouldn’t we enjoy social media instead of feeling tired by it?

I like the fact that you don’t put non stop shit posts on the platform but rather post less, but therefor with quality.
Please keep this up.
I did a post recently exactly about this greed on steemit that wie can see clearly since the prices of steem went up that much. It can not be overseen.
(No, this is definitely no ask for checking it out ;) )

You don’t have to reply to all comments and talk to people you don’t want to.
Spend your time for the people you want to communicate with.

All the best for you buddy