Guest post by @ailindigo: Untitled #5

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This week was pretty intense, I spent the whole last weekend without electricity and there were many cuts on monday, tuesday and wednesday. It was frustrating since there were like 2 or 3 in a day, so every little there was electricity I just started doing thstuff I had to do on the computer very fast, of course because I was afraid of another cut. Also there was one day that the electricity came back but the internet was not working, I lost many hours of work because of that but well sighs

Besides this I'm still selling my stuff and this week I've trying hardly to get some dollars in cash, but they are really hard to get and the price is getting higher everyday. I will travel again next week to my old city to look for a package that was sent to me to that city and I need it before my trip that will be hopefully next month, I don't like to make another travel again there due to the everyday changing prices (higher of course) and I don't want to waste money because I'm just saving for my next month leaving, but I have no option, next week is the last week of November and I need to get this final things done, after that I will be able to leave.

Also I had a terrible emotional breakdown this week, I've been feeling , pretty stressed and mentally tired, I'm kind of broken and sensitive and I had a kind of discussion that just made me go crazy and throwing things xDD but I understand why and after it and crying for a while I felt way better than before, I'm more calmed and feel a little better with myself now, I think maybe I needed that breakdown, sometimes they are necessary. So the final countdown is about to start, and even feel more secure about it, I just need my paper and package and it will happen hopefully, next week I'll tell you if I did this last trip!

Thanks for reading!