RE: What 'Freedom' Means To Me 🕊️ Friday Thoughts Of An Ill Surfergirl
Freedom is relative to your personal history, in my opinion that is!
As I had a quite heavy past with my mom dying after being sick for a very long time when I was fifteen, losing my father to braincancer two years ago, and being an only child, with nobody (except my wife) to share the grief with...
I had psychologically a very rough time, both after my mom had died and in the period that my father was suffering very bad. Even now I have episodes where I feel pretty bad, fortunately they are getting less frequent and less bad.
Now back to freedom, when suffering from psychological issues (panic attacks, anxiety, depression, PTSD, OCD,...) there is only one thing someone wishes and that is freedom of thoughts!
There is no money, prestige, fame, possesions, ... that can replace that.
There's freedom for me!
Wow, first of all thank you very much for sharing your story with us.
I'm really sorry about your heavy history - nobody should need to pass through a series of circumstances like you did. I can only imagine how hard this must have been...
However, in all of your past comments and statements you always seemed very strong and confident to me. Knowing your story that impresses me even more now.
"Freedom of thoughts..." That will keep me thinking for a while more.
Again thanks for your great comment.
Have a wonderful weekend!
I hope you understand what I mean with that...
I am planning to write someday about my history here... Because feeling bad can be a bitch, but I know one thing, it alwas gets better again. ;-)
Have a wonderful weekend...
PS: Oranges and Chicken broth do magic when you're ill
Yes I think I unterstood pretty well. Freedom of thoughts is what I achieve through surfing. In the water my mind is completely blank. There is just me and the wave...
Whenever you decide on writing about your story, drop me the link. I'd love to read it.
Will have some Vitamin C boost during the weekend, then I might be back in the water by Monday... Thank you :)