I moved from Germany to Costa Rica and I already feel more free. But my mind still doubts and I can see the negative impact of such thinking following in the days to come. My mind often spinds around possibilities like: "What would I do in this or that terrible situation?". Then the downwards spiral begins and 5 minutes later I am waking up from this horror story and I tell myself "Nope, this is not how it will happen. All cool". I think the only reason why I am still living quite well although being poor is my basically positive view at the world. It is like heart and mind have a constant battle with each other.