this is so raw and real and emotional and true, I applaud you for your honesty and for speaking from your heart, I understand it must have been hard to get this out, but I imagine you feel lighter now for doing so. We learn so much from our pain, and from living and searching for who we are, so many obstacles in our way but you know they make us stronger in the end. No road should be straight, always go for the bends and the curves. well maybe not so much when we get older. but some things we need to go through, life is meant to be unpredictable and hard at times. So happy you made your way through your journey and became who you were always meant to be, much love and respect xxx