You know @cooknbake, if I could have my time over again, I'd look forward with great anticipation to the birth of my three sons........as painful and difficult as they were. I absolutely loved the years of bringing up my boys and those years went by all too quickly. And now, my youngest grandchildren are growing up so fast. I am drawn to babies even now and can't get enough of them. Make sure to enjoy the few quiet moments in between the hectic hours to yourself when you can. Blessings my friend.