This is the ultimate depression and bipolar and suicidal person.

I lost all hope in my life and I just went insane on this night. I didn't care about anything anymore. I did everything but drink alcohol. It was the ultimate worst night of my entire life. My cat Thunder died.Had to move my camper elsewhere. Air conditioner broke. Had no money. And was so alone, I wanted to die. After the video I ran into the street and almost got hit by a pickup truck. The next day, I sat for 6 hours staring at the wall. Eventually, I survived. I never want to have a night like this ever again!