JADED

She was like a breeze of happiness,
Always joyful and full of enthusiasm,
A little crazy, a lot mad.

Her eyes,
Like an ocean of innocence,
Hypnotized me.

Her face,
With an unparalleled beauty,
Mesmerized me.

Her voice was sweeter than honey,
And edged a nightingale
She inspired me to live my life.

She taught me to think about love,
Life and everything in between
She always lived in my heart.

But soon, I came to reality,
To senses.

For I was a nobody,
And she – the princess of beauty
Who I knew was the best for me,
But was worthy of someone better than me.

So I took a step back,
My heart aching.
Another step, and
My heart pounded heavily.

I turned away,
Killed my heart, and lived heartlessly.

I adored you in ways that I knew,
Admired your charm and
Found the most beautiful words to glorify you.

But when you disappeared,
You left me ugly
You left me jaded

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