I'm sure she knew you had all been there the entire time. I'm sorry you lost her, but also thankful you had her, she obviously did a great job with both you and tarazkp.
Thanks for sharing your story, I've now done the routine a few times where you are on the final hours and it can be hard and even at times confusing.
Some day I hope someone sits with me, but not for a long time yet.
Thanks @whatsup. Yes, I think she did the best she knew how and then her children went forward and forged our own unique-selves the best we could. I think that's the best anyone could ever hope for.
Thanks for commenting as always. :)