Post 2 - "Forward" 10/29/2019

I would like to give warning and make a request. The Warning is you are going to read a story of redemption, BRUTAL redemption. I will pull no punches and make NO apologies and am going to lay it up front. I am a Christian. You will, should you call yourself a Christian, before this biography is through, in every likelihood, want to either call for a straight-Jacket and patty wagon... OR - to have me burned at the stake for heresy. This is my testimony. It is impossible to expect I could fully relate my experiences in such a manner as for you to be able to come to the conclusions and CONVICTIONS of what Jesus has become, to ME. I can only praise my Heavenly Father and pray He provide the miracle of revelation in whom I have come to know as my Savior. If you are a non-believer, I actually believe it will be easier for you to grasp, and accept (though I very well may be totally wrong, that is what I feel). This is my ministry. Again, I will make NO apologies, but I TRULY Pray for you to withhold your judgments until I have reached my final thesis. He has truly revealed himself in my life.... I can only PRAY you CAN feel what I am trying to engender in you. Only this... an ABSOLUTE thirst for the TRUTH. Another request: if this is the first of my posts for you, I simply ask you start with my first (2 year old [wow!]) post... Another warning: You are STILL reading a reluctant, writer. I am also currently seeking counsel on starting this IN EARNEST, and am even, because of that, reluctant to even post this, until I am certain it will be continued. Last warning. THIS is going to contain GRAPHIC depictions of an addicts life, as WELL as SPIRITUAL encounters that are NOT for minors. PLEASE I beg you, if that is you, I ask you ask for your parents' / guardians' permission and GUIDANCE! God Bless, till the next...