What is Evil?

I know people are capable of committing atrocities, I have witnessed it first hand.

When it has happened I have felt powerless to stop it.

When I have voiced what has happened to my family, I have been called a liar.

When I presented evidence to the police that someone had been viewing child porn on my computer, they could not prove who had been using my computer to view child porn.

I had a password on the computer but one member of my family knew how to bypass it. The same member of my family would also install Championship Manager onto my computer because he was addicted to it. I told him he was not allowed to use my computer but he did anyway while I was not there.

One day I noticed there were file names on my computer that I thought might be child pornography. The date and time next to the file names coincided with the dates and times my brother was using my computer while I was away. I got the police to investigate it. The outcome was I lost my PC for 2 years and no one was charged.

I was powerless. I am powerless against people who do not seem to have a conscious. It's like I was being punished for doing the right thing too. That computer cost me over £1000 and it was gone. The person who committed the atrocity got no punishment. There was no justice.

I don't know what plan of action is best anymore. I try to just cut off all sociopaths from my life. I don't trust anyone. I can't. I have been so abused by my own family I can never let my guard down. Ever.

But I have this awful gnawing feeling because people still continue to commit atrocities and the only thing I can think to do is to turn a blind eye, for self preservation. I am sick of sociopaths who do bad things but I am powerless. This is from experience.