school emotional love

My life is boring, i am a type of girl who love's to go to school then home. I don't have a lot of friends, to cut the story short i am a loner. Love to stay home and always running away to people. But one time i met this guy, at first he is always giving me fruits and one big rose. Written in the card your was your "secret admirer". Till I found out who is the guy. You can call him Jaime!!! I confronted Jaime and i told him to leave me alone. But he patiently waited. For one year of his patience we became friends and that friendship lasted for five years. We were so close to each other but just friends.

Till one day he decided to talk to me and told me that he can no longer hide it anymore. He loves me more than i ever know. After that confrontation we decided to parted our ways he went far far away till after a year by accident we saw each other again. Still his feelings is the same and i can no longer deny it too. I missed him and loved him so much. That time we ended up in a relationship. Every single day he never fail to show me how much he loves me. I felt I was the luckiest girl in the world. I have the guy that would a woman would ever ask for. For 9 years he respected me and never took advantage of our relationship. Till i have to go and need to live far away and before i left he proposed to me and i said yes. Before I left we planned our wedding, everything is prepared and i am going home a year after to do our wedding ;).

When I was abroad we never fail to communicate, we chat, txt, call. We never fail to be with each other. Our relationship became stronger and stronger each day.

One time he said something, he said he will be busy on his job. After what he said we seldom talk but nothing has changed. Till one time i had a call his dad told me that Jaime is dying. My world turn upside down. I was so shocked i just dropped the phone and cried the whole night. The next day i called his dad. And i was able to speak to Jaime. Jaime told me that if i will cry its better for me to drop the phone and we do not need to talk. I made a promise that i wont but i want to know the truth. He made me promise that no matter what i will never gonna go home to see him because he wont let me.