@sunnyali. Great mindset here. Yes, I understand you completely,no one gets married to get divorced...I’ve been down that road myself. My experience is as you say. Let go. Go foward. And if you believe, in your imagination you are together. I promise you together you are. It is done. Hold this and it will pass. You see there also this other thing...let’s say you cut yourself. Who heals you? You do. So, sometimes what we believe and what are inner self does is complete opposite, so maybe you are healing yourself without hearing yourself. So trust your self. Above all. Love yourself. And you will heal. God bless