Just say it

There's been a word all along
You never said
I do not understand
I waited for a long time
And become anxious
Your idol of the heart
What I have been waiting for
Will I enjoy your love
Or just a dream
Must leave it to you
'Tuk decided all this
Maybe I was too hopeful
Will love you I understand
If you do not want me
Just say it
This waiting
Makes me helpless
Although I have tried
Let go of your shadow
But I have to admit
It's not as easy as that
I think