Existing Being

The curly-haired girl clasped her hands in front of her chest as she closed her eyes. Aamiin said the words softly from her tiny lips. Before long he opened his eyes again. The hairs on his neck were shivering, the sound of the wind at night felt in his ears as he focused on looking ahead. Several times he held his breath and tears so as not to fall on his chubby cheeks. The smile of his thin lips was so captivating that he wanted to have what he saw right now. His eyes could not bear the tears that eventually fell down his cheeks. Buru he wipes his tears with his hands, but his right hand is held up by a tightly held hand. The curly girl turned to the master's master. They looked at each other.

"Calm down. You still have me. Forever. "Said a man's sentence right in his little ear more precisely a whisper for him while wiping his tears of bidadari.
"Come on, get out of here!" Bring the curly girl.

The man aged along with him took her hand in an armchair outside the building. But until the lobby of a girl named Rieffy curls off his grip. "I want to go home. You come back. And sorry for taking out the show. "He said while wiping the rest of his tears. "And thank you for caring,"
"Let me inter. Oh yes I know Mifta. Child 12 Science 3. You are the friend of his seat Himi right? "Mifta said when extended his hand as a condition of introduction.
Rieffy nodded and took a helping hand from him. "Hmm, do not bother. I can be alone. "
"It's okay with me. Anyway it looks like you need a friend. "
Rieffy's smile was painted with a clear dimple. "OK. Thank you .. but, tonight I brought a bicycle then brother? "
"I'm riding your bike. The problem is easy home. "



The distance to the building with Rieffy's house is far enough away. Along the way they fill with interesting conversations.
Mifta's curiosity about Rieffy was stuck in her heart. Intrigued by what happened to Rieffy that he should not cry when the happy day a friend seangkunya. But now he was so happy to be back when Rieffy did not cry anymore but laughed at the story with a gasp.

The journey of about 45 minutes arrived at the front gate Rieffy. Also down from the pocket. His gaze was so sad and the smiles and laughter that had just been present was deceiving at that moment. There was a loud and strong voice of a pair of the opposite sex rather his parents. Hearing also from his wife.
Mifta's reflex pulled Rieffy's hand into the rack and carried it away from Rieffy's house. He led Rieffy's hands together around Mifta's waist.
Rieffy was silent. He does not reject or discourage. He held back his tears so as not to fall back. For him it is unlawful to cry in front of someone he has just met and for him to weep is a situation where we are unable to control ourselves so that all his life is open and that is at our weakest point.

Mifta stopped her when she got to school. Pun down by grabbing Rieffy's hand and leading him to the School. Rieffy still followed Mifta's orders without saying a word. They headed to the top floor by climbing the stairs illuminated with a flashlight from Hp Mifta.

Until the location, Mifta took off her grip. She looked at Rieffy's face from the side watching the sky at night. Rieffy also stepped slowly while breathing deeply, inhaled the night wind, and exhaled breath full of burden. The secret breath. And a breath of hope with a loud cry. A voice rushed out of her mouth. He takes away all the anger, the irritation, the sadness that accumulates in his heart. Until he fell, rested his body with both knees and both hands while bowing his head. He raved obscenities like a drunk.

Mifta put her arm around Rieffy's side. It hurts to see the woman he likes this way. Like not Rieffy is usually always cheerful, happy, jail, and a charming smile. Rieffy put his head right on Mifta's chest. Mifta clasped more and more occasionally she stroked Rieffy's curly hair blowing hard wind covering her face.

"Sorry sorry. I'm crying. "He said softly almost inaudible. Rieffy regulates his breathing to walk normally again. "I envy Himi's birthday. Not envy with his new mobile gift but envy with hugs and kisses from both parents. Iri with a million prayers sincere and beautiful from her parents. Envy with a happy smile from them. I envy the busyness of his parents who are able to attend the happy event of Himi. Envy with the views of his parents who so expect Himi happiness and success later. I ... envy ... sister. "
"Is not it a trivial thing that I irikan ..?! things that are easy to get. Something little that I'm crying about like I'm childish. I'm the same with Himi. Parents are still complete. Healthy yes. But I can not feel the whereabouts of my parents, what they are like, whether they love me not ... I can not feel it. I like living alone, like nobody believes me if I'm able to live up to their expectations. "
"They follow their own ego. Hate each other, blame each other as if they had forgotten togetherness all along. I do not know what to believe, where to defend, which side should be. I do not know. I do not know!!"
"Are not they really exist in my life .. but for some reason, the sense that there seems to be nothing now .."

Mifta listened intently to every word Rieffy said. Until he felt the aura of Rieffy's anger with his curhatannya clearly signifies Rieffy need a friend. A sense of pride and salute for Rieffy who is able to cover a million hard wounds in his heart to become a rock he can cover that other people might not think of with him or maybe think of him as having two personalities.
"Cry until you are completely relieved and recovered. I will keep you company. Think of me as your mirror. Who will not dodge, refuse, answer all your words. This mirror will pour out your heart, and with this mirror you know that tomorrow you will be cheerful again. "
"Thank you, Sister for tonight, today and tomorrow ..."

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