About goodbyes

Last night was the farewell of a good friend, another one who leaves the country. I didn´t want to go because I didn´t feel fine but I knew it was an opportunity to see him and that is something I really wanted...
The meeting was very enterteined, rum and beers to drink and he was ignoring me! it was driving me crazy! I wanted him so bad! it was unfair!
But then he started to write to my celphone that he wanted me, that we should leave there, I was trying to be strong, telling him NO to all his nonsense... until we left and then I opened my house´s door...

And nothing happened!