THIS IS WHO I’M GOING TO BE, TAKE ME AS I AM … OR, WELL, YOU KNOW...

I just wanted to introduce myself on Steemit! I'm Patricia currently labeled Empty Nester. I personally don't like any label that begins with EMPTY, right? I am proud to say I raised 3 boys on my own. All grown and gone now growing into their own lives...as for me...THIS IS WHO I’M GOING TO BE, TAKE ME AS I AM … OR, WELL, YOU KNOW...

I've been working professionally as an RN, but dream of writing my way around the world as an Heart-driven Entrepreneur. My 3 boys all grown and gone now I'm looking to do what's on the bucket list. I'm investing in some bitcoin and learning more about Ethereum along the way...all due to my middle son teaching me about it. He started preaching "bitcoin" about 4 years ago...and no one listened!

I'm sure like a lot of you wished you had "listened" a while ago...Recently I've become an online designer along with 2 of my boys we are looking at growing that to full-time online income! I reserve the right on here to write about my life's experiences and dreams along the way...I found myself, the last few days, freaking the fuck out over getting found out. Found out for what? For being, well, me. Oft times in real life, have found myself to be bullied for different things...especially to be honest, in the medical field which is mostly made up of women...I do pride myself on being a strong person but after some many years, this takes its toll...I wont even attempt at this time to explain the medical field of bullying and might even seem foreign to those that are not in this line of work...so for now....

It's a little scary writing about yourself on Steemit, but this is my chance to finally just write about my life and But I gotta tell you: I spent a long fucking time NOT BEING me, nor my art, my truth, my me, and as a result of that?

A hot mess of a woman who has become so used to living with the weight of the world and all of her OWN expectations upon her, that she long ago forgot - or perhaps never knew - that it wasn't actually ABOUT covering the mess, the madness, the wildness -

Up.

It's why you're here.
With me.
With us.
It's why you can't look away.
It's why I at times equally infuriate and trigger you as much as I inspire you.
It's why soul keeps SCREAMING at you that YOU SHOULD BE UP THERE TOO!

Your mess is your beauty your beauty is your madness is your power and your RAW FUCKING SOUL is what we need to see and the ONLY thing which will free you, but yet - I'm gonna take that MF leap right now....