Hey @orangila, thank you for reading :)

Yea, I agree that the definition of alone is subjective to people. Pretty sure it's their past experiences or people's influence that defines what "alone" is.

But now, being alone is a not a bad thing. It became a place for me to recharge when I am alone. So I need some time to be alone also.

Traumatic experiences are scary... so far I have none, not as severe as a "trauma". You're right, need professional help d.

Thank you for sharing your piece of thought :)