This is beautiful @holisticmom, thank you for sharing these parts of your life with us, I am sorry to hear that you when through so much with your eldest and your lovely puppy. We lost a puppy that we rescued from Morocco. he get run over by a car that was 3 years ago and I we all still miss him, but he brought so much joy into our lives, we were blessed to have him even if it was only for a few months. Much love to you lovely one and I can only imagine how much you'll be missed but you got to spread the love and now it's coming to Spain xxx