Wonderful, if a little melancholic, writing, describing the plight of many people of integrity. It a travesty to the human race that this must be so. Do we allow it? Or are we simply trapped now in a money wheel? (Does Steemit help??!)

Your contemplation helped me to reboot in any case. It is full of knowing: now the doing. The only real way out of the loop of not-enough is love. Love what you do and it should be enough. Easier said than done with all the pressures you describe but I read a lot of trust in yourself and your blessings which will surely profit you much.
Stay mellow for as long as you can!
Success with all the plans.