I would like to thank you for this post, it's quite brave to totally call yourself out, it makes you have to be accountable rather than stay in your comfort zone of procrastination. I've only lately realized I am a terrible procrastinator, sadly when I truthfully look over the years, I've been this way since I was a child ... like you I've been making some progress ... I feel trapped my fear has a smothering effect - I always assumed it was something else.