~ I've Just Taken Another Huuuuuge Hit of DXM ~

My hits of dextromethorphan have to be huge now. I've built-up such a tolerance...because I live in America.

In America in 2018 EVERYDAY is a huge hit of dextromethorphan.

EVERYDAY is a quickly escaping montage of bleeps & blips of thoughts I want to pursue but they just leave me before I can complete them.

My body has become heavy and it's increasingly hard to move. I see myself more & more like a robot.

And my logic...my logic fails me. There is no logic anymore in America.

There is just a sea of emotion fueled by mediums whose only interest is to deceive me and inspire a flight or fight response.

That is America today. That is me as an American today. And the forces that run through my body and brain right now have taken me to the first plateau and have left me at the doorstep where actual threads of reality merge within my dream-state where I lose myself.

My body is frozen to it's state and all time stops.

Meanwhile, in Beijing, China, BEIJING President Xi Jinping has just outlined plans to become the world’s biggest superpower within the next 30 years.

Foresight, direction, goals. Sounds an awful lot like what America used to sound like.

In my haze 'm asking, Where the hell are we? In my heart, I already know...