Hey mate. No need to apologize in my opinion.

We all need some time to calm down, focus on real-life things, get over some difficult situations in life or even better to think about how to deal with them. From time to time an "offline phase" is healthy and needed to get a external perspective and recognize our path here.

I am happy to hear that you have some jobs and you should definitely prioritize this because it is a much saver and more stable income than crypto.. Fiat is the most stable currency out there at least for now.
3 jobs are massive man. I can't believe that there is no fulfilling one job and you need to work in different shifts :/ I really hope that you take care for your mental and physical health brother. One more reason to not care so much about your activity on the blockchain. You are working hard for your money while others... I don't continue here...

Care for you, your family and all the needs - don't care for steem too much if you don't have the time for it. It is "just" a social network and everyone is an individual with a different life, different goals and different priorities and that's absolute fine.

There will be the time when the steem price is going up for sure - but if you can pay all the bills just by that? I am not sure about this. Crypto market is too unstable to pay all the fix costs and to plan for the future in my opinion.

Please please please:

• keep your head up
• stay behind your real life and
• don't feel forced to be active or posting
• stay healthy
• take care for the people you love in real life

It is your life and you decide what you are doing - no one else shall be able to judge you for any inactivity bro.

Keep on going as good as you can!

Peace!