I already sense this confidence that you can only get from feeling "right" about something. All my life I always tried calming myself with this mantra that I am doing the right thing. And this is exactly where we find our power. In confidence about ourselves. The zero energy field, the principle of economy of effort from the Vedanta … the pleasure of everything coming from nothing!

Thanks a lot for your empathy. @jonyoudyer and the Beatles definitely said it right: "Love is all you need". And you guys, all of your beautiful comments, definitely made me feel loved. Thanks a lot. I'm a minnow now. That's what I focus on. :)