I apologize for just replying to your comment now, I took some time off of all social media while I prepared mentally for my third birth :) That is what you have to do, be gentle on yourself! I have come to realize that things happen the way they do because that is just the way it was meant to play out at that moment in time. I am so happy that you were both healthy and unharmed, that is what is important. I had a c-section my first time around and it made no difference choosing a natural home birth with my second! So if that is what you want just keep visualizing it happening and it will come :) Much love and peace to you!