The editing is good stuff :) I am pretty sure anything you set your mind to do, you can accomplish it. Coming from a lifetime of experience with close alcoholic family members, I get how hard it can be. Creativity is where it is at and letting yourself have peace of mind. And I hear ya on the skills, there is something powerful in learning new things kinda like a fuel. Self talk is important, go with the angel... she's cute :) That big red guy should be cast into.... oh wait... he already was! Enjoy your Holidays! :)