ehy dear @lionsmane, yours is a pretty sad story. It is really a pity that you could not experience your skill in the game, it certainly would have meant a lot to you. at the same time your feeling of always feeling inferior to others may have somehow contributed to seeing this ugly situation distorted. I'm much more sorry for your father's attitude than to protect you he has given you to the wolves without taking into account your fragile soul. I hope you can play with your friends once in a while and detach yourself from this nasty emotion of the past to just try to have fun! :-)) good luck