Agreed, I could be far less than what I am. Not even comparing though and purely criticising myself I don't think it is bad to think in those terms. the word was, commemorate and to do that may be thinking that I have nothing then reflecting on the past, times of growth and experience I commemorate those times for getting me where I am. Hence the reason I can't think "I am nothing" without my mind throwing a hissy fit. Negative reinforcement maybe? "I have nothing..." but acknowledging everything I might just push harder.

Very clichè :) Yip that is why I make sure to hydrate before taking a bath haha.