Nowadays, even when we're living in the moment, it's almost impossible to avoid noticing the turmoil that's going on everywhere on the planet, because every moment it seems there's something else to add to the list of things with a direct effect on us that's "now" being fucked with.

I think the only time that I now have a need to process, is when I've been out driving and ended up lucky enough to barely avoid being killed, when any number of minute differences would mean I/we would've been killed instead. It's the most stressful thing in my life actually, and the only thing that really bothers me enough to feel the need to reflect on the experience.

But reflection is spending time in the past, which I'm blessed to be able to automatically avoid most of the time.