RE: It’s not frequent but it keeps on coming back in my sleep
I grew up on a farm. And my first job was working for other farmers. My grandpa rented me out to help the other farmers in the community. He kept the money to help us with our farm. It was always so much hot hard work but being so young I never minded. I do dream about this sometimes. And I also think about how much I enjoyed that versus how much I enjoy being employed by people in the mainstream. When I work for the farmers all of my work was always appreciated and they let me know it. Now when I work for people it just seems no matter how hard I try it's never enough. So is this the cause of your decision to move closer back to home to work? Hope you have a great day brother. And I'll be seeing you around. Sending you and all of yours all of my love.
Maybe this is the reason, I really felt bored with my current job not to mention my great longing to be with my family again for good. But this is a hard decision to make, I still offered all my plans to God because I don't want to regret later. I am here in a very far land because I need to support my family financially back home, if I will go home, I'm sure I would get a job but the compensation would be far smaller than what I am earning here in Saudi Arabia. Those are the things that must be considered before deciding whether or not its is already the right time to go home.
Can I ask, how did you find out about the job in Saudi Arabia? That is a very far place from your home. So I am just curious.
a lot of Filipinos come here for work for decades now, the first time I came here I was referred by my uncle then now I was just looking for jobs over the internet and applied. How I wish I could transfer from here to other countries like Canada, US, New Zealand or anywhere better than here.