i do it too... mostly in shower! Lol... seems like i was talking to myself or to a person I want to talk to... and that person is answering depends on what i want to hear! LOLS!!

Sis,,, dont be harsh to urself! ☺️ dont let stress win... you can still buy time... we're still young! 😉 surely shes just thinking whats best for you! Shes just worry about ur future! 😘😘 Cheer up! Life is beautiful!! 😘😘