She wanted to be loved

part of my diary

i'm a girl with 22 years old , i'm simply a human being who wants to love and to be loved , yes ! this is the famous phrase "to love and to be loved " that we keep saying but what we actually looking for is " to be loved " more than " to love " cause since our first existence in the world we have been loved by our parents , we took their attention , their time , part of their lives , part of their genetic , part of their health , they gave us anything we wanted to take anything we wanted to have , they raised us in their small world who's full of love , caring, security, they have been trying all their life long to put us away of any source of hurt or suffer or any damage can be caused to our bodies or our souls , actually what they put in our veines is the simplicity of taking and the difficulty of giving and i don't blame them for that .

even in our quotidian , many of us want to be like some music stars or like some popular actor, we all have that desire however did you ask your selves once why ? yes why ? cause those stars are loved by the huge audience they have , they are wanted everywhere by everyone , fans spending days and nights waiting a popular to go out from his hotel room to just take a photo or a photograph signature , in fact what we are searching is not to be like that popular in person but his public's love.

we give more attention to person who send us desire vibes more than who don't , we attach to the one who put us as one of his priorities , to the one who take us as one of his responsibilities , we want to be treated well , to be wanted , to be desired , we want to be loved.