Self forgiveness 4 - Doing all I can

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear how painful and uncomfortable I get when pushing myself very hard.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that theres a middle ground through self forgivness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can push myself hard to be the most effective without being discomforted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the things I see slipping through the cracks when I push myself too hard in my living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see how I have become stronger through pushing myself harder.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear other's who I've seen hurt themselves through pushing themselves too hard.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear soemthing bad will happen if I push myself too hard.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear pushing myself too hard because I feel weak and damaged physically.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel weak and damaged where I am only expreicning weak and damaged through energy experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I can learn more about my body through hard work and physical actions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see how much fun it is to go out and live and develop physically by moving and living and breathing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear getting off my butt and living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear having fucked my body up through energy crap.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like a loser.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel sad that I'm a loser and don't do well at things.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be self hoensty about how I see myself as not good enough for different reasons.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame myself for my bad energy habits that have made me weak and scared.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself to being weak and scared of my own energy manipulations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear taking the leap of faith of pushing myself hard and trusting myself to become stronger and heal my wounds and change my behaviour.

When and as I see myself fearing pushing myself too hard, I stop, I breathe, I realize in pushing myself hard I can show myself that I'm capable of more then my bad habits and behaviours, thus, I commit myself to push myself hard to see that I can change my self destructive behaviours and patterns that make me not strong as I can be in my life.