Its tough @blewitt I know what you mean about the job to be honest the only thing that inspires me when in comes to work is actually the success and talent on Steemit. When it comes to age I actually am not in favour of birthdays as with this comes deterioration of not only myself but friends, family and pets. Just last night walking home I was thinking how much I missed my grandmother and how one time me and my dad had a really good Christmas, if only things would of stayed that way.