I felt quite sad reading this and although I have never suffered from depression myself, I spend most of my time frustrated at my lack of motivation and constant procrastination. The deeper I dig into the way the world works the more helpless things seem and this feeling is only made worse when I start looking around because most people are blissfuly ignorant (IMO) that anything untoward is going on at all and seem quite happy with the way things are.

Yesterday we saw yet another false flag CW attack in Syria and my spirits were crushed even further when I speak to people who have been duped and now call for military action without even waiting to determine who was actually responsible or if it happened at all.

I've been searching for the truth for over seven years now and I have been through some dark times but something has always pulled me out of the abyss before it completely swallowed me up.

I hope the way you feel now is temporary and that perhaps this comment of support might help you in some way.

Keep your chin up. Don't let the bastards grind you down (despite the fact that they pretty much run the entire planet and are on the verge of enslaving humanity)

Stay safe

Jim