Probably a bit of both to be honest. I think my excitement for it has diminished quite considerably for a plethora of reasons. I also feel as though I’m in a rut which is making me look at every glass and seeing it half empty.

The relationship with him is challenging to say the least. I’m sure he would say the same.

I probably could. I gotta do some thinking. I can not leave right now anyway. We have other things we are in the middle of that would prevent that, even if I could...I can’t yet. Lol

Appreciate you taking the time to read and respond my friend.