my heart just missing you, Dad...

January, 27, 2020

lately, i feel something in my heart, something that i cant describe this feeling clearly...

Have you ever missed someone? your first love? i think i missed him now.. He passed away 7 years a go, and everytime i remember him, i feel this feeling, right now, feeling that i cant describe..

He's the one who taught me to be brave in every condition, no matter what, coz you are stronger girl (he always said that)..
He also taught me to respect other, no exception, coz they will fullfill your life with many story that u can share to your kids someday..
He ever said , im happy coz u can take your master degree in good university on your own efforts, i just can give you support and pray to God u can finish your study..
even before you go, u still give me wisdom words that i still remember till now..
and so on that i cant write one by one ..

Dad, if u were here now, maybe there will be lots of story that i want to tell you, my life, my job, my friend, how many times i broke with someone, how happy i am having nieces n nephews, lil sister will mariage.. but u were not here ... im sure u in heaven now, watching me, your lovely daughter whose sometimes laughing and smilling, but sometimes crying too..

I still keep the vow that i said before u go.. will always Dad.. i promise you..

Love You to The Moon.. i miss you so much.. hug from here Dad..

...Dee...