Biker Inlove

One night I woke up early in the morning... The first thing came up to my mind... Why do I have to wake just to realize that my reality sucks... I know I cant escape and will never forget what gots into me... It really hits me hard knowing reality bites... I get up on my bed straight to bathroom and wash my face... When I look into mirror infront of me... There's the man that dont know himself... What was he doing... Is it for good or bad... We'll it doesn't matter anymore... I was really naive... Not knowing what people think of me... As if I was a self centered person... The hell with those thoughts of mine... So what I did is take a bath... And scrub my body... Scrubbing hard as I can... Just to hurt my self... Why do I think this way... After taking a bath... I wear my cycling jersey... It was a wonderful early morning... I decided to go ride tagaytay.. I was riding my bike... I can feel the wind... It was cold... Gushing to my face... And thinking to myself... Although I had a difficult night... With a pain I felt... Throughout most of my life... I never been this sure... I've never encountered people... That are intimidated by my near-constant migraines... But with her she was never afraid of dealing with them... Nothing could’ve been further from the truth... How my heart has ached whille pedaling my bike... I struggle to find time to get back to myself and focus on road... Why am I being like this... Am I overthinking... I put up my earphones and listen to radio to clear my mind... Damn this songs...

As I was listening to ‘Till They Take My Heart Away’ by Kyla Then next song air ‘Let Me Be The One’ by RJ Buena Are these radio for real? Then played another song ‘Say You Won’t Let Go’ by James Arthur next is ‘Before I Let You Go' by free style and it goes on with these songs Till I Found You’, ‘This Time’, & ‘Missing You’ by Freestyle, ‘Why Can’t It Be’ & ‘I Don’t Want To Be Your Friend’ by Nina, ‘Lay Me Down’ by Sam Smith, and ‘Secret Love Song’ by Morrisette I was completely Erraptured by them... Is the DJ played songs for me... Are these songs too lonely for me??? This are beautiful songs... The songs are like part of me that morning... So it doesn’t at all feel lonely listening to them... Dang! i was setting my mind and pretending everything is alright... Then that time I didn't realize ...

I was already in tagaytay with all those thoughts... And those songs I've listen into.... With all those songs with a stroke of inspiration ... To write a story what happen that time... Because in this cruel harsh world... My heart broken by the one I love most... I had to blink the tears from my eyes several times before I could write... That’s always been my aim whenever I write, to touch someone’s heart... You touched mine.... Deeply... You make it not scary to say I love you... I know you don't have to answer back... But you have ways... I hear it in your words all the time... That you cared... Reading between the lines??? Exactly!!! Not all people can do that eh? Yes I am very very lucky to met someone like you.. Then the silence... It followed... I cried softly... Hearing unspoken volumes...